As an LMT, I have found it very difficult to blog about massage, perhaps because it is so personal to me, and for my clients is very private. In terms of wisdom, I feel I know nothing, but people can sometimes treat me as this endless being of mantra. This has been my main struggle. I both know nothing, and know a hell of a lot of super helpful information. I just feel lost. I feel like I know how to help. I am a helper. Its what I’ve always been, but do I like it? Did I become a massage therapist because I wanted to or because I happen to be good at helping people? I love rock and roll; working as an unpaid intern in the music industry has been stressful. Maybe if I was a different person I would know how to do it right, and that’s where I keep getting tripped up. I keep trying to turn myself into this other person, because I can; I don’t even realize that I’m doing it. Is being able to change just who I am, or something I would benefit from taking a break from? I am tired, and if I was my own LMT, I’d most certainly prescribe some rest.